I've been behind the lens for many years, but I've always dreamed of being the model. I have Tourette's syndrome, but that doesn't stop me from striking a pose. I'm 45, with an East Asian physique and a sportier dad-bod, and I do calisthenics every day. I'm feeling a big transformation and a strong pull toward this calling and I really want to give it a go. In this gallery, I'll kick things off with some basics. Think of it as a portfolio, I'm the model, and shhh, the photographer too. The ultimate selfie.